Thursday, May 26, 2011

One day...

I want my personal life to be kept, personal.
I'd like no one to trail me
No one to ask 500 questions that I don't want to answer,
No one to give advice I DIDNT ASK FOR,
No one to tell me to do things I never would have thought of in the first place
I'd like people to stop being cruel
To stop gossiping and think for a second
I want to live in the moment
I want to let go of the past
I want to love, live, laugh without regrets
I want to know what I want to do in life
I want to be sure of things
I want to stop comparing myself to people.

Friends

Friends...are a complicated topic.
Everyone needs 'em right?
They make life bearable, school bearable.
I love all my best friends so much..
But when you find out that the person who called yourself thier "best friend" backstabs you, back talks you, and proves fake.
Its that horribly cold feeling that no one can shake off.
Why are people like that?
When I really think about it, half the people that surround me, are fake.
People can be really cruel, judgemental, fake, backstabbing.
Why are we like that?
How could everything that you love..always has a flaw?
How can some people just..let you down?

Friday, May 6, 2011

Jar of Hearts-Christiana Perri

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Mee

Okay, so this blog is basically bout my life.
My life, my friends, my family, school, play, drama, drama, and more drama.
cuz thts basically wat my life is
a whoel lot of DRAMA.
ANYWAYS, thts for another time
k so im ur typical 12 yr old girl
i hve mood swings, im REALLY indesicive, i HATE HATE HATE choices.
yes i like boys, chcolate, talkign rlly loud adn rlly fast,
i like laughing until i cry, giggling fits, inside jokes (LOTS OF EM)
i love my besties, i lvoe my catt, im kinda obnoxious
I AM DRAMATIC
I can b melodramatic, im determined, im outspoken and i cn b super duper hyper and higgh (not litteraly)
I love TMI, HP, TLT, and other books
fave movie wud hve to b mamma mia
fave acresses anne hathaway and amanda seyfried
fave actorss idkk zac efron? LOL
so yeahh. i dont make any sense, u cn never figure me out, and only few ppl TRULY know me.
I tend to nt b good at keeping MY OWN secrets, dealing wit stress....
i like rain, running, summer, lakes, camp, telephones, texting, and serbia

Blogging

Okay, so i kinda was reading this thing..and this other thing...basically now im gonna blog again
Im not a super blogger or anything, so dont expect me to like wow u wit my skillz :P