Saturday, May 28, 2011

TMI fanfic

K so I'm going to write a story...it's a fan fiction off TMI (the mortal instruments)
here's a summary thing.

Waverly Annabeth McIntosh has a normal life. Well as normal as her life can get when her dad is the world's richest man. Owner of Pepper, the world's largest media/electronics company, he's always spoiled Waverly rotten. He's always done all he can to prepare Waverly for life on her own-karate lessons, lunch with the president- the whole deal. But nothing can prepare Waverly when she's thrown into the world of the Shadowhunters- a world both dangerous as it is intriguing. Suddenly Waverly is thrust into a new family, expected to get along with complete strangers, and fend herself from demons. And what is with her looking identical to the fierce and beautiful Clary? And Jace-the boy that she can't take her eyes off of. Then, without warning, Waverly is kidnapped, rolled in a sack and taken into a basement where, as far as she can tell, is filled with nothing but darkness. As secrets are brought up into the open, lies unraveled and family reunited, nothing stays the same-not even identities.

I dunno. I just made it up :P

Fakee-Lyrics

So I was making up a song last nightt..
Here's the lyrics:

Everyday, another lie another smile gone,
'Nother teardrop rolling down my face.
It's like the world's spinning too fast
I need someone to pull me back
down
to earth


make me believe
that you're not fake
love me
but love me for real
cause i cant stand it
stand you standing there
acting like you're someone
you're not
so please dear god
let me see the light
show me why they let me fall
show me fake from true
show me love from you
make me believe
make be-e-li-eve
that you're not
fake

All I want...

Is for you to be real with me. If you're gonna be fake, leave.
You to tell me the truth. Don't give me lies that will just hurt me in the end.
Is for people to realize that if they push me hard enough, I will push back.
Is for you to realize how much I really love you.
Is for him to realize that even though I can't be with him, it's for the best, that I would just hurt him in the end
To have someone sing to me
Is for me to have my private life, private.

Is that too much to ask?

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Substitute!

Ah, substitutes. I'm pretty suspicious that they ever went to teacher's college. I mean, if they did, why would they be subsititutes again? Something's just not comprendoing in my mind (yes i just made up my own word) We all know these subsitutes...
1. The old aisan man-doesn't speak english, just yells at you to sit down adn do your work, even though he has no idea what the work is
2. 100 year old granny- old, looks like she's about to break at any second, has absouletly no power at all
3. Indian guy that thinks he has control over you- He doesn't. Paces, wrings hands, tries to remember everyone's names but falls for the no my name is (insert friends name) trick
4. Random ESL teacher with heavy accent- Typical. Where do they find these people?
ANYWAYS.
Yestrday we had a substitute. Some old russian lady that literally, defined babushka. You know, the little dolls that fit into each other with head scarfs? Yeah. So anyways I'm not naming names, but this guy E___, when she called his name on the attendance, was like no it's pronounced Freddy. She's like wtf? He's liek I come from a foriegn land far far away. The E makes the FR sound. SHe's kinda suspicious, but in the end calls him freddy. Later, when she calls him freddy and he doesn't respond, shes like I called your name three times: He's like you're not pronouncing right..LMAO.
I didn't want to fall for you..
But I tripped anways.

TOTALLY OBSESSED

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x50ti3k7PCo&feature=autoplay&list=PLBEAF3AC22A431274&index=6&playnext=5
I am SOOOOOOO obsessed with this song...
Lady GaGa, maybe not the best role model..but such a good singer!
This is like the first NORMAL song she's written.
I read somewhere that when she sleeps with guys, she leaves an eyelash on the pillow in the morning. (fake eyelash, course). Wierd, huh?

Homework

Hi I'm homework,
I'm here to remind you that you have school. And work. I'm here to make your life miserable, and anything you do, I will be in the back of your mind nagging you to finish me. I am like a piece of that WONDERFUL place called school taken home. I'm here to make sure you never get away from school.
Sincerly,
Homework
PS. I see you blogging when you're supposed to be doing homework

One day...

I want my personal life to be kept, personal.
I'd like no one to trail me
No one to ask 500 questions that I don't want to answer,
No one to give advice I DIDNT ASK FOR,
No one to tell me to do things I never would have thought of in the first place
I'd like people to stop being cruel
To stop gossiping and think for a second
I want to live in the moment
I want to let go of the past
I want to love, live, laugh without regrets
I want to know what I want to do in life
I want to be sure of things
I want to stop comparing myself to people.

Friends

Friends...are a complicated topic.
Everyone needs 'em right?
They make life bearable, school bearable.
I love all my best friends so much..
But when you find out that the person who called yourself thier "best friend" backstabs you, back talks you, and proves fake.
Its that horribly cold feeling that no one can shake off.
Why are people like that?
When I really think about it, half the people that surround me, are fake.
People can be really cruel, judgemental, fake, backstabbing.
Why are we like that?
How could everything that you love..always has a flaw?
How can some people just..let you down?

Friday, May 6, 2011

Jar of Hearts-Christiana Perri

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Mee

Okay, so this blog is basically bout my life.
My life, my friends, my family, school, play, drama, drama, and more drama.
cuz thts basically wat my life is
a whoel lot of DRAMA.
ANYWAYS, thts for another time
k so im ur typical 12 yr old girl
i hve mood swings, im REALLY indesicive, i HATE HATE HATE choices.
yes i like boys, chcolate, talkign rlly loud adn rlly fast,
i like laughing until i cry, giggling fits, inside jokes (LOTS OF EM)
i love my besties, i lvoe my catt, im kinda obnoxious
I AM DRAMATIC
I can b melodramatic, im determined, im outspoken and i cn b super duper hyper and higgh (not litteraly)
I love TMI, HP, TLT, and other books
fave movie wud hve to b mamma mia
fave acresses anne hathaway and amanda seyfried
fave actorss idkk zac efron? LOL
so yeahh. i dont make any sense, u cn never figure me out, and only few ppl TRULY know me.
I tend to nt b good at keeping MY OWN secrets, dealing wit stress....
i like rain, running, summer, lakes, camp, telephones, texting, and serbia

Blogging

Okay, so i kinda was reading this thing..and this other thing...basically now im gonna blog again
Im not a super blogger or anything, so dont expect me to like wow u wit my skillz :P